I see your face in my dreams imprinted on clouds and a blue sky

I'm writing you a chorus, here is your verse

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 21:21:58 GMT

HEY! Welllllll first full day of school is done, but I'm really tired. I feel like we've been in school for weeks!! This year is going to ddddrrrraaaaggggg on. But I'd rather be in school forever than have you leave.... :(

I talked to Sean after 1st hour for a bit! It was good catching up with him, that was cool. Yeah, I've already finished my Alg2 hw, so I have nothing else to do! I have to go buy some stuff after dinner tho.

I am extremely tired.

I wonder if I have a class council meeting any time soon...?

My favorite part of the school day is after 5th hour... hah...

I'm pumped for Friday!!

I'm glad I have lunch with Steph, Cait, Doug, JONATHAN & everyone else!!

I'm going to pass out.... I'm so tired.

Things are a lot different from last school year...

oh oh [boy], you're the one... woooo (hlogdby)

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 23:12:26 GMT

I really love Hellogoodbye. But you should know that by now. So yesterday was the last day of summer vacay.... sad, eh? It was alright. Work then the V soccer game.. they won, woooo. "Hey guys, so I saw this truck today and I thought my shoes were gonna come.... hahahahah" haha I'm sooo stupid sometimes, I'm sorry.

Well, today was the first day of school. It was alright I guess. I got to see Steph before & after 1st, so that was AWESOME, I love her so! Oh, by the way Stephanie, I have this funny picture to show you!!!

My 4th hour sucks... I hardly know anyone in it, 5th hour is GREAT cause there are a bunch of my friends in it, so that's NEAT and then 6th hour I am going to fail, and the teacher already made fun of me, buttttt my dear SCOTTY is in it, and I have missed him. Scott you're a doll

Oh so I see Alex after 5th hour for the first time today.... "Al! I'm so happy to see you!!" "Yeah well, I'd be happy to see me too." Well jeez then, I sure feel loved. Psh. haha

Tomorrow is a full day... I dunno how that is gonna go!! But being back at school sucks w/o Eric & Matt cause I miss them just aimlessly roaming the halls & talking to them!! Aw.

Oh, after school, Carly Kandra Ashley Karen Coolie & I walked to the Yum Yum Tree and had lunch, then PLAYED on the Imagination Station & then just walked around downtown a little bit. Then Ash Karo & I went back to Karen's then to work together. Work wasn't bad.... but here's my schedule:

[Thursday 3:15-5:30] [Friday 3:15-5:30] [Saturday 3:15-5:30] [Sunday 11:15-1:30] [Monday 3:15-5:30] [Tuesday 3:15-5:30] [Wednesday 3:15-5:30] [Thursday 3:15-5:30]

So yeah that's neat. But I have October 1, 2, & 3rd off.... Homecoming game, Dance & then day after.... so that's cool! haha Yup....

Well this is really boring, and I'm sorry. There is a football game Thursday! Woo that's exciting. And then ERIC COMES HOME FRIDAY!!!! Yes.

Caitlin & Stephanie, Tell me a day you guys wanna go d.shopping

Alexander>> I really want to hang out soon...

Ashlayyyyyy, 22.... haha he's yours. He's too short for me anyway, sucks to be tall. But yes, I'm over that, plus my guy is a million times finer than him anyday!! So good luck my dear! haha

School starts tomorrow.

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 15:16:33 GMT

Ooh boy... Where did summer go? It definitely flew by, and to tell you the truth, it was one of the best summers of my life!! So much has changed though since last school year... some change for the better, some necissary... just all big changes. And I have to make it through high school by my self now, Eric's not here anymore... well, I hope everyone enjoys their last day of summer vacay, I think I might just stay in tonight. xo

(¸¸.·´ *Elizabeth* ´·.¸¸)

Heyyy!!! :)

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:33:13 GMT

I'm in a really great mood!! I had an AWESOME day!!!

Well I had work and Caitlin was working and we were both stupid and forgot our water pitchers haha but it was funnnnn and I'm working for Karen tomorrow because she's moving Katie into her dorm... and I had no one to work for me when I had to move Eric in.. so I decided to be nice :)

Well, after work my mom picked me up and we went to Lansing to bring Eric his bike & credit cards and stuff and I got to hang out with him & Matt for a while!!!! Oh, how awesome it was too, I miss them like CRAZY. I can't wait for next weekend when they come home. And me & Garrett are going to stay with them soon too!

So anyway after we said goodbye to Matt & Eric, we came home... and then at 8 I walked over to Jonathan's and we went to Devin's with Austin, Leann, Caitlin, Garrett, Johnny, Justin & Steph... and we had a surprise bday party for Devin. It was actually SO much fun!!

Wellll I'm in a great mood :)

But tomorrow is the last day of freedom... AH!!!!!!!

Stephanieeeeeeeee I <3 yoU!!!! We need to have another ADVENTURE like on the river!! oh and we're definitely going APPLE PICKING!! haha you're the best

*

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 04:32:03 GMT

Hey. Welllllll today... work, Caitlin was working which was nice :) And MY BOSS QUIT! which is AWESOME news!! haha yeahhh

So after work I came home.. showered... Al came and picked me up @ 830 and we saw Subject Zero w/ Steph, Chris & Doug. The movie was o.k.... a bit confusing?? But haha it was alright.

I talked to Eric a little while on the phone tonight... I miss my brother!! But he comes home next weekend so that's exciting. But yeah.

Hmm... sometimes maybe you should think if somethings you said to me might hurt me...

I'm anything but ordinary

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 18:34:57 GMT

Arggggggg I'm so annoyed right now with SO many things!!! First of all, I was going to go get my cell phone today before work but my parents are gay and put EVERYTHING off. It makes me so mad.

Oh and my buddylist just deleted 60 screen names.... and I have no idea why. And they were people I actually talk to like stephanie & al & eric... ahhhhhh what the hell.

Okay I'm in a really bad mood right now.

I have to go to work too. Psh. LATER

.....

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 04:57:51 GMT

I wonder if anyone else ever thinks the things I do... Like right now I really wish I could go back within the last year of my life and change a LOT of things. I wonder what effect it would have on my life TODAY. I don't know, sometimes I think I've wasted a lot of time... sometimes I don't even know what I was thinking.

I guess some people aren't worth taking that chance on....

I'm so lucky now tho. Alex, you are so perfect for me, you're the best. And I just love you so much... and I know, that, in say a year from today, I would never look back and wonder the things that I'm wondering right now. You're my good feeling

Globes & Maps

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 03:54:41 GMT

And you think that you've made a mistake
And theres a pain in my stomach
From another sleepless binge
And I struggle to get myself up again
I want to hang onto something
That wont break away or fall apart
Like the pieces of my heart

She needs to hear that she's beautiful, she's beautiful

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 03:05:28 GMT

Well today was fun. I woke up around 10 and me & Ash went to Target & to the highschool, I put some cool pictures in my locker :) Yeah, but I need to get a couple more. Anyway.

So I was in the BEST mood of my entire life this afternoon, I was home alone and super hyper and slap-happy and yeahhhhh it was sooo much fun. Haha

So I went to work and I had a nice section. Oh and one certain dishwasher (22!!) told me that I'm his favorite waitstaff & the best one there. Haha!! How great. Ashley, I know I know, you hate me, but don't worry.... I'm taken haha.

So after work I went over to Caitlin's with Leann, Jessica & Steph. Aw I love those girls. Yeah we went to the game, and it was good seeing everyone. Too bad Brighton sucks @ football. Well, just tonight maybe.

Yeah sometimes I just want to kick my dad in the face, he bugs me so much sometimes...... aaghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. But it's okay.

I <3 Something Corporate

and Alex.

eyyyyyy

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 18:19:01 GMT

hey! Guess what, I found Eric's Ridin' Spinnaz CD & I'm excited. Haha, Eric you need to make me a copy of this CD & your other rap one, because what can I say, I'm gonna miss the rap!! Haha but it won't be the same as when we're rollin' the in prix

Haha anyway. I watched Grind last night because I couldn't sleep. DAMN!!!!!!!!! Mike Vogel... hell yes.

Today I watched The Butterfly Effect, that was SUCH a good movie! Kinda creepy but still, very good.

Well I gotta go to work soon then I dunno what I'm doing today, I'm not sure if I really want to do ANYTHING but we'll see.

Peace.

Hello

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 03:42:00 GMT

Hey there. I'm not as sad as before. I guess tonight just seems like Eric is over at Matt's sleeping over or something. But it's weird

SchnitzelBoy02: hey it's me college eric

Haha. It'll all be okay, we'll all get used to it... plus, labor day weekend is not far away at all!

Well I have some funny pictures from this summer that I've decided I'm gonna put in my locker :) haha, I'm a dork, I know! It's okay.

Did you know that Josh Groban has an incredibly beautiful voice? And I've decided that guys that can sing are majorly hot.

There is a football game Friday. I'm kinda pumped.

Ericccccccccccccc

.... On a lighter note, I've decided to go camping!!

Goodbyes are hard.

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 23:19:13 GMT

Well.... loooong long day..... sad.

Al came over this morning to say bye to Eric... we were loading everything in the car.

Well, we went and picked up Alex (Mortensen) and his stuff and then it was off to Lansing....

Moving there stuff in was hectic, don't even ask what happened with the carpet, but yeah it was a lot of work. We went to dinner with the Tobels @ Mongolian BBQ afterwards tho... I said goodbye to Matt & then we drove Eric & Alex back to their dorm. Said our goodbyes.

Eric- You are the best older brother I could ask for! I know we've had our differences in the past, but I'm glad we're so close, you're one of my best friends. Good luck there @ MSU buddy!! I'll miss you a LOT, but I'm coming to visit you and I'll see you when you come home. Love you bro

Matt! You are my second older brother! I've known you for a long time, and I'm glad, you've always been my favorite out of Eric's friends. You're HILARIOUS, I dunno what I'm gonna do w/o you on Tuesday mornings! Haha. I'll miss you, good luck!!! See you soon

Paigie, you are definitely one of the funniest people I know, I'm glad I got to know you better this last summer! Have fun @ MSU, good luck!!

Alexx Morty, watch out for my brother! haha you're so funny, good luck!!

Well, I guess this starts a new time in my life, the oldest child @ my house. This is incredibly sad for me right now... but I guess I'll get used to it. Lansing isn't so far anyway! I'm just gonna miss them (esp Eric) a ton.

Okay, I'm sorry, I'll stop carrying on. But it's gonna be hard the next few weeks, letting it set in. High school won't be the same without my 3 fav people!!!

More later maybe

Schedule

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 12:55:42 GMT

1 Health Park
1 Psychology Neuman

2 Algebra 2 Carrow

3 English Strieter

4 Sociology Bensinger
4 Art Works Mankowski

5 US History Urban

6 Chemistry Goulet

1 B
2 C

Hi...

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 03:09:49 GMT

Hey. Long day.... Registration, Target, Panera, Best Buy, (like I said before), work, soccer game, walk with Steph P outside. I now have a huge misquito bite on my forehead. Great.

Soccer game was fun! AMANDA I DON'T HAVE SLEEPOVERS WITH MY BOYFRIEND YOU BITCH! yes, that's right, I know now that you read this. hahaha I love you

Well... not much more to say really. I called off work tomorrow.

Someone remember this number >> 225-0500

Tomorrow's gonna be sad... :(

I'm kinda down.

I'm just dreaming, counting the ways to where you are

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 17:45:31 GMT

Haha I had a interesting little convo with Mr. Hammy today (our principal).

H- "You still going with that older boy?"

Me- "Well no... a different one actually."

H- "Older again??"

Me- "Yeah... same age as Sean haha"

H- "haha What, the boys in your grade aren't acceptable?"

Me- "no, not really..."

hahahaha, It's not like I "chose" older guys.... Whatever Hammy!! He's cool though.

Well, I went shopping @ Target & Best Buy to get stuff for Eric for college.... :( :( :( I'm sorry but I'm so sad....

We went to Panera for lunch... last time I'll do that with my brother.

Well, I have to go to work soon... Later dudeys.

P.S. I love Andy

You know? I'm over it

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 14:21:51 GMT

Just got back from make-up registration... Well, here's my schedule:

1-Health Park
1-Psychology Neuman
2-Algebra 2 Carrow
3-English Strieter
4-French 3 Silver
5-US History Urban
6-Chemistry Goulet

Well, I'm switching out of french so I don't even know what other classes, or lunch, I have. Soooo whatever.

Today I am helping Eric to pack and get ready for college.

And I have to work.

Peace.

Just couldn't do it.

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 03:33:14 GMT

Haha I deleted my journal last night but I decided I just couldn't do it!

Today: Panera, Work, Matt's, Taco Bell, Pick up Steph, Matt's.

Wooooo

Tomorrow I get my schedule but this is all screwed up because I have to switch classes anyway, and I don't know if ppl are still allowed to switch... and I don't know what crappy classes I'm going to get into.... THIS SUCKS ASS.

Eric's going to college...... :(

and Evan's face got bit off by my dog today and we're putting her to sleep and Evan has 25 stitches on his face.

And goodnight

P.S. I heart Alex Shikany

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 04:45:58 GMT

I have the worst mood swings... haha I hate myself so much sometimes.

By the way, I don't know if anyone knows this, or if anyone gives a shit, but I HATE the name Liz.

Millpond Concerts suck ass haha

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 03:29:59 GMT

Hey. Went to the mall w/ my mom as planned. And I ordered my shoes!! Wooo

I went over to Jonathan's with Devin, Caitlin, & Stephanie. We went to the millpond concert... it was hell but oh well. I got to see everyone but yeah.

Went to Wendy's after that...

I don't think I'm going to do anything except work tomorrow.

I'm annoyed.

heyyyyy

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 16:29:10 GMT

Yo. Today should be a good day... I'm going shopping with my mom soon, and I'm pumped. Yeah, we're gonna go to the mall then out to lunch andddd I'm coming back here to order my shoes!! Woo. I'm such a dork.

Later tonight, I think I'm heading to the millpond concert w/ Stephanie. I dunno how long I really want to stay though... ahh whateva.

I have to work Monday-Friday this week. But I'm taking Wednesday off to help Eric move into his dorm... :( :(

Tuesday I'm going in to get my schedule/pictures, ect. Oh and a BUS THING!~ hahaha I have to ride that, how am I going to live?? Anyway, I will KILL to have B lunch... if I don't, I don't know what I'm going to do. But I really have to switch out of french...

Anyway. Someone pray for me to have B lunch. Thank you very much.

Now I have to go to the mall with my mom, so see you :)

You don't want to hear me.

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 06:01:23 GMT

Can't sleep. I get in the weirdest moods sometimes, like right now. Right now I'm desperate to tell you how much I love you. But I can't. God, I'm so weird. I bet I'm creepy too, but I can't help it, you're just so perfect. I wish there was some way that I could explain this... but the feeling that I got the first time you told me you loved me, was the happiest feeling I've ever felt in my life, and probably the most surprised too.

Sometimes I wonder if you feel the same way I do, sometimes I want to ask you if you ever think these things

Promises mean everything, when you're little and the world's so big

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 05:22:51 GMT

I'm in an extremely good mood :)

Today was good! I didn't have to work. Well, I went over to Matt's/Garrett's and swam w/ Eric & Paige. Well, I didn't swim but yeah anyway. We put a condom on Gary's stuffed animal snake and it was funny because he was so mad.

Well, we went to Taco Bell and ate there and then went & picked up Stephanie. Eric drove me and Stephanie to Ed's party... (thanks for driving us Eric) and we stayed there for a bit... everyone was there, omg and AMANDA TYLER I WANT TO HANG OUT SOON SO BAD!!!

Thanks for having us over Ed.

Steph & I left early, and Matt Paige & Eric picked us up, we went and rented Hocus Pocus and got a bunch of candy, and then to VG's cause Eric & Matt wanted helium balloons... haha. And more junk food for Steph and me.

We went back to Stephanie's house and watched the movie :) Oh man, it was fun though cause everyone was hyper in the car and everything.

Stephanie!!! I love you so much, bbfl

I haven't been in such a good mood in a long time. I have actually been thinking about a lot, and I worry too much... about things that I don't really need to be worrying about. It's just like live life one day at a time, and when I think about it that way, I am the luckiest girl in the whole world... I have the BESTEST best friend Stephanie who I love hanging out with and makes me laugh a ton... awesome friends who I'm always laughing with, an awesome brother who really does a lot for me, and I have absolutely the greatest guy in the entire world who I totally don't deserve but who loves me for ME and no other reason. Anyway, point is, I'm happy. :)

One thing that really bugged me today though... SOOOOO many people at Ed's made comments to me about how much of a bitch I am for going out with my "best friend's brother." And yeah, when you put it that way it does sound kind of bad, but I really don't think of it that way. And no one really gets the situation so I don't think they really have the right to make me feel bad about it, because I've tried soooo hard from the beginning to make sure Stephanie's okay about it, and she's always said it's okay. Plus, it's not like I became friends with Stephanie because of Alex. I mean, Stephanie and I have been friends for like 3 years, and I wasn't the one who started anything in the beginning, because I still had a boyfriend when he started liking me. But I shouldn't have to explain myself to anyone, so I'm going to stop. But I really would appriciate everyone stop making me feel so horrible about it, because it really does get to me.

Woooo tomorrow I'm going shopping.

'night :)

Alexander, did you know that you make me feel like the luckiest girl EVER? I dunno how to explain it really

whaddup detroit

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 05:16:52 GMT

Hey.... yeah today was fun. Work... then Ash came over... we went & saw the Exorcist-The Beginning. I didn't like it, whatev.

Ummm Doug & I have decided I'm paranoid. Because I am...

It's just you're way too good for me.

So I have a reason to be paranoid.

Ashley, I love you to death, SLORE! haha

CanDy KisSes7557: ur bf is hot!!

damn straight ;) haha

Hey there

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 16:27:55 GMT

Yo! Whaddup Detroit. Why do I have an obsession with saying that?! Whatever!

Sooooooooooo today I am heading into work, but I'm not sure if I have to work or not. Better safe than sorry. Chances are, I have to. Whatev! Paycheck today. But it's gonna be tiiiiny! Ah well. Over it. Money=Money

So tonight I think I'm going to the movies. I dunno. I really really want to hang out with my dear Amanda Tyler ASAP! I don't know if I really want to go to the movies tonight. Whatevvvvvvva

Wellllll not much more to say. I want my freaking schedule though, it's killing me. What classes should I take instead of French 3?? Someone tell me. Ah, I'll probably just have to take what they give me, but that's okay, anything's better than français! whooop

I'm hyper. In a good mood!! Whoooooooo. I just want to hang out with Stephanie soon. I haven't seen her in forever, I miss you Stephanie.

ummmmmmmmmmmmmm peace.

Here goes...

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 04:19:27 GMT

Hey dudies! I haven't updated in a while... maybe that's cause I've been GONE biotch.

Anyway, I haven't gotten my schedule yet... bummer! But Tuesday, so woop.

I get my new cell phone sometime this week.

I get to order my sweeeeeet new DC's too :)

Up North was fun!

Tonight I went bowling w/ Chris Eric Alex Doug & Paige. I didn't bowl tho.

I love Alexander Edmond Shikany with all of my heart!!!

Good bands I listened to Up North: Deathcab for Cutie, Postal Service, Fall Out Boy, THE STROKES!, Hellogoodbye... ummm I dunno what else.

Random thoughts up north:

"I dunno, I can't wait to grow-up & meet that one special person that you know you're supposed to be with forever. Totally chessy, I know. But the thought of it is so... unbelievable. In a good way though. I just can't wait. I've kind of been thinking lately too that I"m scared of being alone. For the past almost10-months I've had someone... I forget what it's like to NOT have someone and I've never NOT had a boyfriend in highschool so far. Ah whatever, I just have this feeling that things aren't going to turn out how I plan. But then again, what DO I plan!? Ah, I think way too much."

I'm weird, whatever.

Bonne nuit, mes amis.